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[08 Jan 2006|07:06pm] |
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does he love you // rilo kiley |
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i hate being so indecisive. it sucks.
& i would give anything to be you.
i always seem to set myself up for the
biggest let down ever.
something a l w a y s goes wrong,
i just want this to last.
please, don't let me fall again.
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| what happened to us? |
[03 Jan 2006|09:11pm] |
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ha ha // mates of state |
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new years was awesome. i went to hannah spo's and hung with some pretty awesome people. we watched a cool movie where one of the character's names was Wadsworth. & we drew penises and a hitler mustache on matt. im gonna miss them. :( i don't want it to be the year 2006 yet.
i made a pro/con list to decide whether i should go to california this year or not. so far it looks like im going.
& you confuse the hell out of me
"I'VE GOT MY BAGS PACKED
AND I SAID MY GOODBYES
I CAN'T STAY WITH YOU HERE;
AND YOU'LL BE ALONE NOW
I HOPE THIS IS ALL THAT YOU WANTED"
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[02 Jan 2006|05:37pm] |
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Which to Bury, us or the hatchet // relient k |
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"You know I'll always love you, but right now I just don't like you"
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| its a very very mad world... |
[31 Dec 2005|01:43pm] |
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mad world // evergreen terrace |
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they are so gay. because OTHER people are gettin drunk and stupid I cant go out because theyre afraid ill get hit by a drunk driver. at this point i dont even fucking car if i get hit by a fucking drunk driver. i fucking hate this place and these fucking people. its so fucking dumb. yeah, happy new years asshole.
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| it aint easy to say goodbye... |
[30 Dec 2005|02:14pm] |
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save tonight // eagle eye cherry |
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winter break is almost over. fantastic. not. all i have to show for it is sunburn, a couple CASAG t-shirts, & a haircut. i didn't do anything, go anywhere, or hang out with anyone besides kaytee riche. now theres only like 3 days left and i still have nothing to do. and i do not wanna go to school monday.
my parents are dumb. and i can't get a car until we sell the van. and no one wants to buy a van. damn kangaroos.
& i might be moving to california in the next month or next year. i really really wanna go but i know im gonna actually miss new jersey. its completely up to me. and im seriously confused as to whether or not to go. cause i mean, in a year and a half im gonna be going there for college anyway and its not like anyone here will actually remember me 5 years from now or anything so i might as well go. but i dunno... oy e vay i suck at making decisions...
"Save tonight,
fight the break of dawn
Come tomarrow
tomarrow i'll be gone."
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[22 Dec 2005|10:46pm] |
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i passed.
& now i am a driver.
:)
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| come on, let's fall in love... |
[21 Dec 2005|10:04pm] |
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half-life // duncan sheik |
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i go for my license tomarrow. and im really really nervous. i hope i don't fail :| but i mean if someone like mike eisen could pass then i HAVE to pass. haha. i just hope i get my car soon. im excited. ♥ freedom!
&i have to finish my research paper tonight. oy E vay. only 2 days left til break!
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[18 Dec 2005|06:04pm] |
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last christmas // wham |
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one week til christmas :) i decided im gonna wear christmas colors this ENTIRE week of school. since we have an ENTIRE week of school. friday = senior show! & thursday = license
i am in an extremely good mood. i love the holidays. ♥ i'm goin over kaytee's house in a lil bit to wrap presents and watch Once Upon a Mattress. CASAG meeting. we are too cool.
&you'rerad ♥
"Last Christmas I gave you my heart,
b u t t h e v e r y n e x t d a y
you gave it away
this year to save me from tears
i'll give it to someone special"
oh and PLAN25 was pretty much the greatest thing ever. joe mcnulty has a heart? hmm.. haha just kidding. it was the nicest thing anyones ever done. thank you<3
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| I'm better off on my own... |
[11 Dec 2005|12:43pm] |
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Pieces // Sum41 |
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Yeah so this week pretty much sucked. My research paper was due tuesday and I probably failed it cause I'm extremely dumb. My birthday was definitly like one of the worst days ever. I don't even feel like it was this week. Hardly anyone remembered. Oh well, I'm a forgettable person I guess. And it was ruined because of a stupid bitch. I hate liars more than anything. And we had that stupid ass college planning thing that night and it was a waste of time because i am not going to college in new jersey. Ugh, and I really like lost my best friend. But whatever. I don't even care. And stupid people made up this Plan25 thing and I don't even care cause it means to ignore me which everyone does anyone so WHATEVER.
I didn't even have birthday cake :(
you ruin everything
"Cut me out of your life like it's nothing
L i k e I ' m n o t h i n g..."
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| oh well, happy birthday to me |
[07 Dec 2005|11:16pm] |
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happy birthday to me // the vandals |
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I'm officially 17. &I can see rated R movies legally without an adult.
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